Então ontem eu tive um dia do capeta e chorei. De raiva, de nervoso, de saudade. Daí dormi, acordei de madrugada e fiquei pensando como é bom a gente ter um conforto em horas assim. Saiu isso que tá aqui em baixo.
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I miss you
I miss how the slightest touch of your fingers made me chill.
I miss how you made my problems disappear when you held me in your arms.
I miss the way your hands used to touch my face, so delicately.
I miss how you understood me with no need for me to explain.
I miss how you heard when I did explain (even though you didn't need it).
I miss how you sang all those romantic lyrics to my ear.
I miss how we could talk about anything, and I miss that we could do it in English.
I miss how you tried hard to make me laugh when I was silent.
I miss how you knew when my silence meant I was not OK, and when it meant I was just blissful.
I miss how you smiled when you looked into my eyes and saw I was so sure.
I miss how you pronounce every English syllable ending in "th" with an "f" sound, and I miss how you would hear me talk about phonology for half an hour and still show interest.
I miss how you used to call me the most unusual nicknames.
I miss how creative you are, in general.
I miss how, even when we couldn't kiss, it was good to be together.
I miss how we tempted each other that day and how torturing it was - and still good.
I miss how your friends tried hard to make me a part of your group and how my friends did the same for you, and how well they all did.
I miss how you popped into my world in the most common way, and how we fell in love when that was the last thing I wanted.
I miss how our shoulders fit perfectly when we hugged (and that goes for our whole bodies, when it got more intimate).
I miss how you sometimes pulled me back for one last intense kiss when we had already said good night.
I miss how I used to write this kind of thing and send it to you, and I hate that now I can't do it anymore (though I hope you'll read this)
Anyway, I miss you. I just wanted you to know that.
TTY...................................................L.
